My actions:     As a member of this community going back 5 years, i think i owe an apology for what has happened. Before i get started, i expect no sympathy with this thread. You live by what you say and your actions and frankly speaking, i fucked up major time. It happens to the best of them and i am most certainly not the best of them.   First i would like to say sorry to Mike for wasting a lot of his time on this shit. I know that he has better things to do than to than to be dealing wi